shopping at Target (tar-zhay)
for fuzzy socks with small
grey smiling cats on them
and small lambs because hey –
they are a DOLLAR.
re-packing old storage and
throwing things away i have not
seen in over a year – this includes
the over-abundance of bath products.
remembering that most girls
who draw when they are young
go through a dragon & unicorn phase.
my artwork and books attest to this.
smudging with white sage,
sand from North Beach and
a good abalone shell
will clear the bad ju ju out.
talking with friends who allow you
all that you are, will purge
all that you are not, and all
that you have adopted
unnecessarily.
when you forget what warmth
and goodness and youth is like
cook peanut butter cookies
press the fork prints into them
and drink plenty of wine.
move a room around
and buy new lighting
to infuse new vision.
merge old life
with new life
past with present
and always
buy new plants
and make
new promises
when the old ones
have exhausted.